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As Haku walked away “her” voice Echoed back to Naruto. “By the way, I’m a boy.” Naruto froze. The tableau stood for what seemed an eternity as Haku waited for his response to “her” statement, dead certain that the boy would lose all interest in “her”. It had happened before. “She” would meet someone, they would have fun time, then when they learned “she” was a boy, they suddenly wanted nothing to do with her. The boys would be creaped out, and the girls acted like “she” was putting on an act to spy on them. “She’d” long before given up on ANY relationship surviving the ordeal.
Even so, “she” still tried to find one who would accept who “she” was besides her Master Zabuza. “She” didn’t really expect this time to be any different, and “she” loathed to taint the discussion they’d just had. But even so, “she” had to try.
The moment was shattered by Naruto’s laughter. It filled the air, chasing away every fear “she’d” had before, Haku found “herself” relaxing as a tension “she’d” not even known “she” had flead. Silence once more swept the seen as Naruto quieted, a smile sweeping across his face as he ambled towards “her”.
“Well that’s ok, I’m a girl.”
Disbelief pasted itself on Haku’s face as “she” looked at “him”. Especially at “his” VERY obviously masculine features.
Catching the look on Haku’s face Naruto looked down at “himself” and said “Oh! Right!”
“He formed a quick handseal and said “END!!!”
The change was instantaneous, where a short blond haired, blue eye’d boy had stood was now a short blond haired, blue eye’d girl was now. Her features were finer than they had been before, a notably sized chest was now revealed, and a VERY feminine smile crossed planted on her face.
“Oh.”
Something is…
amiss.
It hurts,
down to the core.
This….
feeling.
It feels of Sorrow.
Sorrow for what is not.
Loss
My eyes desire to close,
I drift through this day.
People try to keep their pose,
so others have nothing to say.
But I still dose,
let them say what they may.
I just mose,
I can’t care this day.
Wear this,
Says she.
Do this,
Says he.
Be like this,
Says they.
He said,
She said,
They said.
What about YOU?
10 days before
I am waiting.
10 minutes before,
I am exited.
In the moment,
I am anxious.
10 minutes later,
I am satisfied.
10 days later,
I am bored.
The last sand of time has fallen.
There is no time left.
At this time,
Do you have regrets?
Leafs;
Green,
Red,
Orange,
Yellow,
And Brown.
Oh how beautiful they are,
Though they don’t last long.
So take their impact in,
While you can.
This small part of Nature’s beauty.
I here something howling,
Causing trimmers to the depths of my soul.
I knew the supernatural wasn’t real.
I’ve known it my whole life.
The problem is,
I no longer believe it.
Because in the deepest pits of my soul,
I know;
Ghosts haunt the night.
Vampires hunt the living.
Sorcerers smite.
Black Cats bite.
Werewolves are mauling.
Spiders are crawling.
And something,
Just flew past the moon.
On the night,
Of Halloween.
Morning is coming.
Darkness is fading.
Then the night is gone
But a question remains.
Was it real?
No.
Of course not.
No such things as,
Monsters and Magic.
Time moves on.
The memory fades.
Then it’s here again,
The night of Halloween.
I think back to my previous certainty with longing.
Because,
I’ve lost it.
Hours at a time I explore.
Up
Down
Left
Right
Forwards
Backwards
Everywhere I can.
The time I take to explore every nook and crany.
To know all there is to know of my surroundings.
Alas, there is always more.
And that which I have already explored changes with time.
I am lost,
Within my own mind.
